It’s almost 1 am and my sunshine is working. He is my sunshine. The person I would spend the rest of my life with :) I know I’m young. 19. I’m still a baby, maybe I’m getting ahead of myself. Maybe I’m just dreaming bbut when I picture myself waking up everyday to his words makes me the happiest girl in the world. I’ve been thinking about marrying him so many times. But I wish that our marriage and our proposal would never be as typical as any other person the same way that our love will never be as typical as any other person. When I look at him my life feels like those romantic movies where there’s background music and he hugs me and spins me around and it feels like I’m flying :) it reminds me of this video. Damn. Thats dedication right there. I been youtubing weddings and proposals and this one is beautiful. Took my breath away and I cry like a baby. Well…… I’m off to bed. One more day closer to marrying the most important person in my life: my best friend.

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Its really easy to forgive the one you love.

But can the heart ever forget? Cant believe  how far a lie can reach, Cant believe how far I can believe.He’s worth it , i know it. But……..would he appreciate it?

Would he be like the boy who steals candy from the store everyday and laughs as he walks away, triumphantly eating his treasure as he knows he can so-easily get away with a lie. He can so-easily get away with it, because he is loved. Loved so, so much. And once he is caught stealing, he cries, he realizes his sin, he feels unworthy …yet he is forgiven.

H’s so relieved hes been forvgiven, that. he. doesnt. care. anymore. about.  getting. caught.

because he is loved.